Nothing is permanent in this world. Not even feelings. Sometimes, I wonder how fast and easily people change. A night before, they were dying to be with you, making promises to never leave you but the next day, they make you feel like it was never there, the feelings, the love, the emotions, and everything. You can’t trust anyone these days. Anyone can leave you anytime without any valid reason. Never get too attached to anyone unless and until they feel the same for you because one sided expectations can mentally destroy you. At first they make you feel home and then leave you when they get what they wanted. It hurts when you realise you aren’t as important to someone as you thought you were. It’s so easy for people to hurt anyone because they’ll never realise how much they’ve hurt someone until the same thing has happened to them. They will leave you with no closure.
I just don’t understand how it is so easy for them to just walk away? Did I really mean that little to you? Do you even realise how badly you’ve hurt me? What did I ever do to you to make you hurt me this much? I need you to tell me why you did this to me. Why?
I should hate you for all you’ve done to me. I wouldn’t wish that pain on anybody. You go around living your life as if you’ve done nothing wrong but the truth is you’re selfish. All you ever cared about were your feelings, your wants, your needs. I was just a pawn in your game of lies. And even though I know I’ll never get the apology I deserve, I forgive you because I owe it to myself to heal and I owe it to myself to move on.